i'm glad we saved a piece of this marsh

I am tired of letting other people's bad decisions make me feel like an idiot. That is EFFED UP.

Let's be honest, everyone is overconfident, ignorant, self-righteous, cynical, naive AND insecure in her or his own special way. That's just humanity. I wish we could all learn to unapologetically embrace our own shit and deal with it out in the open instead of shoving it under the surface, wearing some kind of perfect little hey-everyone-look-how-put-together-I-am mask. It KILLS me.

I need to practice more but I am too worked up. Although I suppose Tchaikovsky by his very nature caters to pissed off musicians. Hopefully that will play to my advantage tomorrow.