hormones, anyone?

I get so frustrated with this school. So incredibly frustrated. What frustrates me even more is knowing that as soon as I leave I'll wish I were still here, where it doesn't matter how little of my efforts/progress in a practice room make any difference in a performance.

Yeah... so eventually I'll have to end up in some alternate universe where there are actual repercussions of effing up an audition... AKA, not having a job.

Encouraging.