something

I heard. I saw. I thought, for awhile. I tried, to make myself care. I tried, but not too hard. I tried to make my stomach turn. It wouldn't. It knew. It knew.

I ate dinners.

I saw again. Not me, I said.

I took naps. Wrote papers. Said complaints. Sang pitches. Slept hard.

Then I heard. I talked. I wondered. How horrible.

Went back to bed.